Its the gaze of the girl by EmoDemonSpawn, literature
Literature
Its the gaze of the girl
It's the gaze of the girl who don't like what she see,
She looks at her life and she wants to be free
So come all around and don't make a sound
The girl is now lying here cold on the ground
She knew what was coming and lost all her hope
So she climbed her stool and fastened her rope
From all of our views her life was just fine
We all had wanted it to be all mine
But she was in pain and screaming inside
Her greatest wishes had run off and died
We loved the girl and thought she was grand
All the boys wanting to hold her small hand
But she was unhappy and had wanted more
Now she's done it, lying cold on the floor
We stand around he
Sitting here all alone,
nothing but silence surrounding me.
I reach out for your hand,
rejection is all I find.
Standing slowly, smiling fakely,
I try to appear okay.
Your absorbed in yourself and decide,
to pin my own problems on me.
Telling me I deserve the pain,
that I "got what I deserved"
is the last thing I'd expect to hear,
from the one I love.
I was hoping for a shoulder to cry on,
but all I found was heartlessness.
You continue your day, now in a bad mood,
and I sit here, weak, trying to remain intact.
but it's too hard, I break down,
and nobody notices, they are all too busy,
to stop and see the girl that's crying.
It's Cold As I'm Dying by EmoDemonSpawn, literature
Literature
It's Cold As I'm Dying
My hand hurts from writing,
My eyes dried from crying,
Its cold as Im dying.
The blood is spilling out,
I can hardly shout,
Its cold as Im dying.
My mind starts to fade,
Away to some secret place,
Its cold as Im dying.
Im finally there,
Everything is now fair,
Its cold as Im dying.
Slipping away,
To where I will stay,
Its cold as Im dying.
My breathing has stopped,
My heartbeat has dropped,
Its cold as Im dying.
My body falls down,
And I try to frown,
Its cold as Im dying.
Im not ready for this,
It just isnt bliss,
It
Ive fallen down again,
Scraped my knees on the pavement,
With nobody around but me.
I want to get up,
It should be an easy task,
Nothing is holding me down,
Besides you.
The lies, the hurt, the pain,
I dont know what I did to you,
For you to return this to me,
I trusted you, loved you, cared for you,
And the whole time you played along,
Acting as if you cared,
When you didnt.
I dont know why I keep you around,
I am just afraid of the world,
Afraid of being alone, lost, confused.
I cant just say good-bye,
The pain would be too much,
But I cant live on like this,
I should speak up, loudly,
Its the gaze of the girl by EmoDemonSpawn, literature
Literature
Its the gaze of the girl
It's the gaze of the girl who don't like what she see,
She looks at her life and she wants to be free
So come all around and don't make a sound
The girl is now lying here cold on the ground
She knew what was coming and lost all her hope
So she climbed her stool and fastened her rope
From all of our views her life was just fine
We all had wanted it to be all mine
But she was in pain and screaming inside
Her greatest wishes had run off and died
We loved the girl and thought she was grand
All the boys wanting to hold her small hand
But she was unhappy and had wanted more
Now she's done it, lying cold on the floor
We stand around he
Sitting here all alone,
nothing but silence surrounding me.
I reach out for your hand,
rejection is all I find.
Standing slowly, smiling fakely,
I try to appear okay.
Your absorbed in yourself and decide,
to pin my own problems on me.
Telling me I deserve the pain,
that I "got what I deserved"
is the last thing I'd expect to hear,
from the one I love.
I was hoping for a shoulder to cry on,
but all I found was heartlessness.
You continue your day, now in a bad mood,
and I sit here, weak, trying to remain intact.
but it's too hard, I break down,
and nobody notices, they are all too busy,
to stop and see the girl that's crying.
Sandstorms rage around the wind of the future
a breaking fire burns beneath my feet
a great torrent of pain takes over
all my memories slipping out of my grasp
What can i do
these thing around me
break away the reality
of everything
and time falls a part
a fantastic journey undergone
a trip to that past
all through eternity
back to the place where i made that mistake
Bringing me back to the place where it all went wrong
a hundred years have passed
and nothing has changed,
a hundred years ago,
here is where it all went wrong
Here is where i stood
proud that i hadn't descended into madness
there was where you stood
afraid
Submitted the my first and only completed acrylics on canvas painting into a contest here on deviantArt. Any painters out there willing to share some tips on acrylics I would appreciate a word from you. Thank you have a good day everyone
so its been over a year since I was last on here.. to be honest, I kinda forgot about the site until my friend was talking about adding stuff to his the other day during break. figured I'd get on and look around, from what I've seen everyone has gotten so good.
I don't really sketch anymore at all, its been about a year since I last did.
I haven't written anything new since high school, so about half a year.
Even then, I had stopped most of my writings.
anyways, um, hi everyone, I'm back and I hope to continue being back.
looking for a little boost of inspiration.
-Jess
bleh. fever and feelin like I'm gonna die.
haha that little "its hot" guy is so funny!
I hate missing school when I'm sick....
I love Psychology, and I had to miss it today.
*sighs* I took some more pics, maybe I'll show em, maybe not.
depends.
love everyone, miss you all, hope to hear from you.
g'night.
<3 Jess